Thursday, January 17, 2013Posted by Morgaine Kildare at 8:00 PM
I know I haven't really done well in keeping up with the 44 Days of Witchery, but at least I haven't completely flaked out. I may not yet have been able to make a post every day, but at least I haven't given up on getting through this challenge.
I was working at a call center at that time. I decided to sit back and meditate during one of my breaks and I had brought my MP3 player to work with me so I could listen to one of my favorite chants, "The Earth, The Air, The Fire, The Water" by Libana. There is a quiet mysticism about that chant that is just so powerful to me, I can hardly explain. As I meditated while listening to that chant on repeat, I found myself wandering this beautifully lush forest. It reminded me of pictures I'd seen of the forests of Washington state. The trees were breathtaking and covered in moss. The forest floor had an emerald carpet of ferns, and there was the scent of rich, loamy earth in the air as well as the dampness of impending rains. I found myself wandering this forest, soaking up the magick that was so potent there, it made my skin buzz.
Before long, I came upon a creek and there She was. She had long, flaming red hair that fell to Her backside and She was dressed in a simple white gown that came down to just above Her ankles. She had the most beautiful, welcoming smile I'd ever seen and, even though She never actually said a word to me, I knew exactly who She was. She had been on my mind for a few days with this sort of pull on my heart that resulted in it aching with longing. She was standing in the creek when I first saw Her. When She first smiled at me, I couldn't help myself. I went immediately to her and she pulled me into Her arms for a loving embrace. She walked with me for a while. She never spoke, but She didn't have to. I knew She was showing Herself to me in order to call me to Her. And when it was time for my meditation to end, I got the feeling from Her that she hoped to see me again soon.
I did another meditation a couple days later. I was feeling a bit depressed (I can't even remember why) and put on that chant to meditate to again. She appeared to me again, in that same stream I'd first met Her in. She beckoned me to take Her hand and she led me down the stream until we reached a point where the stream became a small waterfall that fell into an isolated pool. She silently urged me to leap into the pool, which I did. And as I plunged into the waters, I could feel my depression slowly washing away.
She is the reason I have felt the call to achieve my degrees to become a Priestess.
There are other Goddesses I like and admire, such as Athena, Hecate, and especially Selene. I am fond of the moon goddesses, and Selene is definitely one of my faves in that regard. I have a feeling that I'm going to be working closely with her sometime in the future.